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seem 2500 years ago in India, a man was born named Siddhata. 2500年前 在印度 一个叫悉达多的人出生了
at the age of 35, he woke with dawn 35岁时，他在晨曦中醒来
and realized the wisdom he has been searching for had never been lost. 意识到他一直寻找的智慧从来没有遗失过
he became known as Buddha, the awaken one. 他成为佛陀，觉醒者
the Buddha said this enlightenment could be realized in one life time or over many 佛陀说这种证悟可以在一生中或者很多生中得到
it was the birth right of every human being. 这是每个人生而有的权力
but, in effected, you need a teacher. 但是，实际上，你需要一个老师
a thousand lives? I don’t remember them 千百次的生命? 我不记得它们了
I only know, in this life time, for the reasons I know, I landed in .... 我只知道，在这次生命里，据我知道的原因，我降生在...
my nose was switched to one side 我的鼻子偏向一边
and my new parent watch with stress 我父母紧张地看着
as plastic surgeon twist it to straight. 当整形外科医生把它矫正直的时候
Yes, there was, from the moment of birth, the first thing Buddha told, the truth of suffering. 是的，这就是，从出生那刻起，佛陀说的第一个真理: 苦
it was the background noise, it's the moments of the happiness or distraction. 它是背景的噪音，在快乐和消遣的时候
it’s always there. 它总在那里
anxiety born from struggle against change and impermanent 在对抗改变，和转瞬即逝，
not getting what you wanted, 得不到想要的，
getting what you didn’t want. 得到不想要的中 诞生出焦虑
as a child, I would skip to tales of the magic and faun lands. 孩童时，我跳过魔术和独角兽之地的童话
I longed to meet an extraordinary teacher 我渴望遇到一个超凡的老师
for a moonland who shows me how to pull the sword from the stone. 从日本来，可以给我演示如何从石头中抽出刀
would I feel better? or worse 我应该感觉更好?还是更糟呢?
if I had known another 25 years was pass 如果我知道，要经过25年的时间
before I stun upon on someone who hold a strange attraction. 在被这个有奇怪吸引力的人震惊之前
was this my perfect teacher? 这是我的完美老师吗?
I think they need score more. just sth for this field could shoot. 我觉得他们应该进更多，就算为了这个场子能够射门
真师之言
you are priest? priest? priest? ah,alright. 你是教士?教士?啊,好吧
Tibetan Buddhism 西藏佛教
which place, in China? 什么地方?中国?
Luc - Tibet. Calisto - Tibet,oh. Luc - 西藏. Calisto - 哦,西藏
can you write your phone please and your name? 可以请你写下你的电话和名字吗?
thank you, sir 谢谢
usually there is an answer machine, 通常这是一个答录机
so you leave your message with your number. 所以你可以留言和你的号码
oh yeah, my name is Calisto. 哦，好，我的名字是Calisto
Calisto, OK Calisto,好
8, 88, 88, 88 再见，再见
that’s what happens when you travelled with this. 这就是当你旅行时穿这着这个会发生的事
aimless 毫无目的
what do you think? 你怎么想
it’s your job. 这是你的工作
what is my job? 我的工作是什么？
my job, theoretically, 我的工作,理论上
dangerous, isn’t it? 很危险,是吧
my job is supposed to help sentient beings. 我的工作应该是帮助众生
at times, I hate this, not job, my profession, 有时候，我讨厌这个，不是工作，我的专业
I hate my profession. 我讨厌我的专业
there are so much hypocrisy, pretense, 很多伪善，很多虚伪
so much cultural hang-ups. 很多文化的障碍
I wish I'm just an ordinary person. 我希望我只是个普通人
I didn’t know much about him. 我不是很了解他
I only know his background was not ordinary. 我只知道他的背景并不普通
Dzongsar Jamyang Khyentse Norbu 宗萨蒋扬钦哲诺布
was born into an illustrious family of Buddhist teachers. 出生于一个有很多佛教上师的杰出家族
Ok, it’s kinds like been born into a family of wizards. 好吧，听起来像出生在巫师的家族
they are intellectually brilliant, great artist, heroically kind and awake. 他们才华横溢，非凡的艺术家，勇士般的慈悲宽容，而且，觉醒
in the 1950’s, the Chinese invasion of Tibet turned them into refugees. 50年代，中国侵入西藏，使他们成了难民
unlike other refugees, 不像其他逃难者
Rinpoche’s relatives was not diminished by the (sore) and horrors of the invasion. 仁波切的亲人没有因入侵带来的痛苦和恐怖而遭受损失
they fleet to Bhutan, a small … country north to India, 他们去到不丹,一个印度北部的小国家
where everything they show more brightly. 在那里他们所有事都前景光明
I often wonder how was this possible. 我经常想这怎么可能呢
at the age of 7 7岁时
he was recognized as the 3rd reincarnation of Jamyang Khyentse Wangpo, 他被认出是蒋扬钦哲旺波的第三世转世灵童
one of the admired Buddhist teachers at the last 2 centuries 一位近两个世纪以来很受尊崇的佛教上师
and became a Rinpoche, or precious jewel himself. 然后，成为仁波切，或者说，人中的珍宝
but beside these illustrious lineage, who was he? 但是，除了这些令人嘱目的传承，他是谁呢?
what happened? 出啥事了?
somebody jumped off the bus. 有人从公车上跳下来了
yeah? 是吗?
so typicial, you know. 这太有代表性了，你知道吗
we try to follow you, you just jump off the bus. 我们想跟着你，你呢，从车上跳走了
it just draws people into it. 它就是吸引人来
even now, this short time we’re here in London. 即使现在，我们在伦敦这个短暂的时间
I don’t want to be a minute away from him, 我一分钟都不想离开他
you know. like you fear missing sth, or sth. 你知道，就像你担心会错过什么
see, I have an assistant who doesn’t know what’s the meaning of cooking. 看，我有一个不知道做饭的意义的助手
...you’re really master, Rinpoche. Rinpoche - yeah? Luc - yes ...你真的是大师，仁波切. Rinpoche - 是吗? Luc - 是的
Ok, after you peel out, the skin 好吧，等你削完皮
it leak out the sink. 顺着下水道漏走?
take more and put it here, instead of 拿更多放在这里，而不是
because sometimes it stucks. Luc - I see, I see. 因为有时它会堵. Luc - 明白,明白
a little bit is ok. 有一点点没事
so why do you have to have the special plate, special fork? 为什么你有特别的盘子，特别的叉子呢?
because I don’t trust with people like you, who has (safeless?), is it? 因为我不相信像你这样的人，不安全(?)，是吗?
a few year ago, I asked Rinpoche if I can make a film about him. 几年前，我问仁波切我是否可以拍个关于他的电影.
I thought it would be a way to get know him. 我想这是一个了解他的方法.
and he thought I was joking. 他觉得我在开玩笑.
just eating vegetable? 只吃蔬菜吗?
I am supposedly go diet. 我应该节食.
yeah, you look a little chocky 是啊，你有点像个桶.
only when money came together, 当资金到齐时,
did he then decided to do the (definition?) practice called Mo, 他决定做一个称作Mo的练习
to see if the movie worth to doing. 来看看电影是不是值得做.
according to him, the Mo predicted barely enough grass to feed gut for half day. 据他所说，Mo预测说没有吃足够半天的草
he was the perfect mirror. 他是完美的镜子
all my fears and weaknesses being back to me from his smiling face. 看到他的笑脸，我所有的害怕和软弱统统都抛到脑后
have you ever thought like what I think? 你们知道我怎么想吗?
I, you know, for me, I think, it’s going to reject me. 我，你知道，从我来看，我想，你们会拒绝我
you know, the whole paranoid, the ordinary paranoid that all the other people have, I have too. 你看，整个的妄想多疑，其他所有人拥有的妄想多疑，我也有
Rinpoche teaches a form of Buddhism which appeared in Tibet in the 8th century. 仁波切教授一种在公元8世纪传入西藏的佛教派别
Vajrayana Buddhism came from India 金刚乘来自印度
and was introduced by a man called 莲花生大师. 由莲花生大师传入
莲花生大师 uses all means nesaccery to help students 莲花生大师用所有的办法帮助学生
to wake to their own inner wisdom and compassion 来唤醒他们自己内在的智慧和慈悲
and then push them further to develop the skillful means to help others. 然后敦促他们发展善巧的方法来帮助其他人
Buddhism doesn’t believe in God or the savior. 佛教不相信上帝或者救世主
each step to enlightenment you have to take yourself. 迈向证悟的每一步必须靠你自己
so the most important reference points the students has is a teacher 所以学生拥有的最重要的参考就是老师
who points the way. 他指出道路方法
it takes me a year to …. Rinpoche. 我花了一年时间....仁波切
and when I did, it wasn’t exactly encouraging. 当我这么做的时候，并不令人鼓舞
what is your aim? what is your goal? 你的目的是什么?什么是你的目标?
your goal is supposedly to see all the worldly value is, has no value. 你的目标应该是看到所有的世间价值都没有价值
if you have that kind of view, if you have that kind of aim, 如果你持有这种见解，如果你有这样的目标
then a teacher, 那么，一位老师
a genuine teacher who breaks all these pride 一位真正的老师，他打破所有的骄傲
crushed your pride 粉碎你的骄傲
makes this worldly life completely miserable, 使这个世间的生活完全悲惨
it's sth that you ask for. 这是你所要求的事
he has to be a mirror to see yourself. 他必须是你能看到自己的一面镜子
but he’s also an assassin. 但同时，他必须是一个杀手
he is the man or women whom you have hired to completely dismantle you. 他是一个你雇来完全肢解你的男人或女人
so there was, I will be making a film about him 就是这样，我会做一部关于他的电影
knowing he would use the whole process to show me things about myself. 来知道他如何用这个过程来照出我自己
things which students will realize the wisdom are longed for and happiness. 那些将要觉悟智慧的学生们想要知道的事和快乐
we open the frigritor door, 10 o’clock at night. 我们打开冰箱门，晚上10点的时候
looking inside. 向里面看
looking, what we are looking for? 看着.., 我们在找什么呢
what is that really we want. 什么是我们真正想要的
maybe a piece of cheese cake, 可能是一块戚斯蛋糕
but really we want happiness. 但是，我们真正想要的是快乐
and we looking in the frigiritor. well, guess what, you know 而我们看着冰箱里面.你猜怎么着
happiness cannot be found in your frigirator. 快乐不能在你冰箱里找到
it just not there, but, you know, I mean it’s obvious. 它就不在那儿，但是，我是说这很显然
but at same time we do this, isn’t it? 但同时，我们这样做，不是吗
we just looking, we just look of, I want, I want sth. 我们找啊找，我们这样看着. 我想要，我想要些什么
not understanding the whole mechanism, 不明白整个机制
the whole, sort of, the process of how reach happiness. 整个如何达到快乐的过程
fortunately, two other people interested in the assassin 幸运的是，另外两个人也对杀手有兴趣
and agree to travel with me as I made this film. 同意和我一起旅行做这个电影
when my courage failed, I had theirs to fall back on. 当我的勇气失败了，我还有他们的作为后盾
I became Rinpoche’s right-hand man overnight like that, 我突然就成为了仁波切的助手，就是这样
I was the secretary, 我是秘书
I was attendant, I was living right here, 我是随从，我就住在这里
I was answering the phone when Bertolucci called, 我回答贝托鲁奇的电话
or when some princess of Bhutan called, all the sudden,you know 或者接不丹公主的电话，突然之间，你知道
it kinds like I was right in the center of everything. 我像处与世界的中心一样
and, it lasted for about 6 months. 这持续了大概6个月
and then he left, the whole thing was dropped. 然后他离开了，所有事都消失了
I end to nothing. I didn’t hear from Rinpoche for about more than a year. 什么也没有，我和仁波切一年多没有联系
I tried to contact with him, he ignored me. 我试图联系他，他忽略我
do you think he likes you? 你觉得他喜欢你吗?
yes, this is a very good question. 哈，这是个好问题
does he like me? 他喜欢我吗?
he was just tortured me. really, really. 他就是折磨我，真的，真的
he’s so good. you know. let me tell you. he’s so good, 他太擅长了，你知道. 让我告诉你. 他太擅长了
I mean, he knows, he sees you one second 我是说，他知道，他看你一秒钟
he knows what your buttons are, how to push them. 他知道你的按钮在哪里，怎么去按它们
and he’s so bloodly good at it. 他太tm擅长这个了
many of us, who has this guru’s job, 我们中的很多人，有上师工作的人
we are quite sophisticate when we come to this. 面对这个的时候，我们很有诡计的
we know how to conceal the inner agenda. 我们知道如何隐藏内在的心机
for years and years, I could tell you I only interested in your enlightenment 很多很多很多年，我告诉你，我只关心你的证悟
and you would never know. 而你根本不知道
Louis出场，她英国音，实在听不太懂。她的对话，省略较多
with many one else in the life, if someone rejects you, 你一生中，如果有人拒绝你
you can just walk away and never have to deal with what he’s doing. 你可以走开，不用去管他在做什么
and never you have to deal with your rejection. 也不用管他的拒绝
but, when it's someone you want to follow for the rest of your life time, 但是，当这个人是你打算用余生跟随的话
you have to go through his rejection, don’t you? 你不得不经受他的拒绝,不是吗?
we have to deal with. 我们得处理这个
you cannot think, ok, I just never want them. 你不能想，好吧，我不想要他们
you cannot. 你不能
blah...blah...blah......... (说不要拍她洗衣，很无聊啊. 自己相当古怪. 总对鬼和巫婆的水晶球感兴趣)
someone told me he gonna take me to see a fantastic teacher in London. 有人告诉我他要带我去看一个在伦敦的极好的老师
I think he’s a monk catch in robes. 我想他是一个穿着袍子的僧侣
then the following week close walk in cinema. 然后，接下来的一周，走近影院
and he just walk in with baseball caps and jacket 他穿着棒球帽和夹克走进影院
and he came to see a film. 他来看场电影
I was really shocked. 我真的很震惊
and I thought I cannot go home and I have to speak with him. 我想我不能回家，我必须和他聊聊
when I first met him, I have to phone him up several times. 我第一次见他时，我给他打了好几次电话
that was the hottest thing I have done. 这是我做过的最狂热的事了
actually speaking to the answer machine 实际上是和答录机说话
because I don’t have lots of confidence really. 因为我真的没有很多自信
today they shot me in a laundry. 今天他们拍了我在洗衣房
she’s really glamours. 她非常有魅力
you meant to see him, as this great great being. 你想看他，作为一个great great的人
and, at other level, you can think this is just all my imagination. 但，另一层面来说，你可以想，这都是你的想象
see, you end up to chasing your tail. 看，你最后是在追自己的尾巴(瞎忙)
and it’s just very funny. 非常有趣
and it's like be in a bizarre, kind of comedy 就像在一个怪诞的喜剧里
isn't it, it's just a bizarre 不是吗，就是很怪诞
I haven’t yet figure out how you make a documentary with somebody 我还没有想出如何去拍一个人的纪录片
you were supposed viewing as omniscient. 这个人，你认为他是全知的
It’s about teacher, right? 它是关于上师的，是吗?
no no, it’s about you. 不，不，是关于你的
I am just a catalyst. 我只是个催化剂
I was the one carry the trick. 我是带来把戏的那个
that’s how you should be. you should do it. 应该是这样. 你应该这样做
showing a lots of teachers, but I appear at times. 演示很多上师，我偶尔出现一下
when my student said I am omniscient, 当我的学生说，我是全知的
I don’t think they realize what they are really think. 我认为他们并没意识到，他们真正在想什么
what they are really think is that I have a very curious look in my face. 他们真正在想的是，我长了一张非常奇怪的脸
If you educate yourself, develop this some emotion that, 如果你自己教育自己，发展出这种情感
oh, the other guy is omniscient, you are always afraid of me. 噢，另一个人是全知的，你总是害怕我
you gonna be tested, I feel. I feel you, you will be tested. 你会被测验，我觉得. 我觉得你，你会被测验
the money situation would be a gain, would be ...a little bit obstacle 钱的状况可能是收获，可能有点障碍
I think the element around the documentary would kind of store you. 我想纪录片里的元素会保存(?)你
the game start at 8:35, 8:30 sth like that. 比赛8:35 8:30开始
but actually TV starts with 7:30 但实际TV 7:30就开始了
they warm up. 他们热身
really? 真的?
oh, yeah. of course, I cannot miss that. 噢，是的，当然，我不能错过这个
Rinpoche decide to go to Munich to watch the qualifying match between England and German for the world cup. 仁波切决定去慕尼黑看英格兰和德国的世界杯资格赛
invited us to take along and spy out hoping-fear stuff. we won. 邀请我们一起，并且监视那些喜欢-害怕. 我们赢啦
Hi. Lesley, I just leave the message to let you know Hi, Lesley，我给你留言是想给你说
we just lost 40000 dollars funding. 我们刚才损失了40000块基金
when don’t you get back to me? Thanks. 要不你什么时候回我一个电话?谢谢
Hi, it’s me again, Hi，又是我
I still cannot confirm if you get the ticket to the game. 我还不能确认买到你们的票
we’re still working on it. 我们还在努力
Hi Lesley, you will not believe this, Hi Lesley，你肯定不会相信的
but Rinpoche wonders if you still want to come to Munich. 仁波切说不知道你们是不是还想来慕尼黑
if I haven't been so fuss(?) , 如果不是我这么 激动(?)
it is a good point, we reconsider what's we get into 这是一很好的时刻，重新考虑下我们进入了个什么状况
it wouldn’t surprise me if he just takes different flight. 我一点都不会吃惊，如果他换了另外一趟班机
so everybody...... that's him! 这样大家..... 他在那儿!
I have no idea what’s going on. 我一点都搞不懂这是怎么回事
after some comment about finding the washroom, 说了几句要去找洗手间后
he vanished. 他消失了
you can kinds of you know scribe out that opinion where, 你可以想象出这样的情形
you know, he stuck somewhere he cannot get touch with you. 他被困在某个地方，联系不到你
when he does know and he cannot, he's just really delibrately not calling you. 他知道应该但又不能的时候，他就是真的完全不打给你
2:15, so, we have been sitting here for, 3 hours, My goodness. 2点15，所以，我们在这里坐了，3个小时，天啊
why did he get away with this? 他为什么跑了呢?
… without the view, you look at the outerwear appearance of 没有见地的话，你看到外面的表象
what’s, how's disciple and teacher relationship? 什么是，怎样是，弟子上师的关系?
it's, of cousre, it's psycholic, you know. 它，当然，是心理上的，你知道
you know, if he is enlightened, what does he fucking act like enlightened being. you know, 如果他证悟了，为什么他不表现的像个证悟的人呢？你明白
I mean, that’s a reasonable question, isn’t it? 我的意思是，这是个合理的问题，不是吗?
why doesn't he act? 为什么他不表现的像呢?
but how does an enlighten being up ? 但证悟的人应该怎么表现呢?
well, that's a 64,000 dollars question. 好吧，这是64000块钱的问题
when you don’ have obsessions, 当你没有妄想沉迷
when you don’ have hangup, 当你没有感情上的障碍
when you don’t have inhibition, 当你不感觉到压抑
when you are not afraid that you will be breaking certain rules, 当你不害怕你会打破一些规则
when you are not afraid that you will not filfull somebody’s expections, 当你不害怕你不能够满足别人的期望
what more enlightenment do you want? that’s it. 还有什么更多的证悟你想要呢? 这就是了
(Louis and Shaley conversation. 省略很多)
this takes as past, present and future… 这象征过去，现在，未来
my aunt Sheley, she is the teacher for integrity in my life. 我的Sheley阿姨，我生命中她是关于诚实正直的老师
you know, whenever I kind say I gonna do this, this, this 你知道，任何时候我说我要做这个，这个，这个
she sat down and go..what about your integrity. 她坐在那儿，说你诚实吗 (翻译的不好)
I didn't knew Louis until she's about 10, 11, sth like that, Louis 10岁11岁的时候我才知道她
she's a perfect child. 她是个完美的小孩
you see Louis wanted more, 你看Louis想要更多
yeah, it's like a black hunger to Louis...very very young. 是的，像一个black hunger to Louis...非常年轻
after her mother dead, 她母亲死后
I think when sth dramatic happens, 我觉得一些让人印象深刻的事发生时
she become very fragmented. 她就会很心碎
my mother just got cancer. it took a year for dead actually 我妈妈患了癌症，一年之后她去世了
I think she loves my circular friend, 我想她爱我周围的朋友
I think she loves Rinpoche 我想她爱仁波切
but I don't think she would really, be very accepting of me changing my religion 但我不认为她真的会接受我改变宗教
my life such a mess. 我的生活一团糟
on a superficial level, my friends would say, no, it wasn't. 在表面的层次上，我朋友会说，不，不是的
you always having a job, you alwasy been happy 你有工作，你总是快乐的
but not, I was miserable actually, I was manic. 但不是的，我很凄惨，实际上. 我有些狂躁.
I love Shaley very much, 我非常爱Shaley
I often think about when she gonna, you know, pop up clogs. 我经常想有一天她，你知道，会死去
you know, everything she has told me is exactly Rinpoche told me. 你知道，所有她跟我说的，就是仁波切跟我说的
so funny. 很有意思
幕尼黑
of course, just when we finally give up on Rinpoche, he called us. 当然，正当我们最终放弃仁波切时，他打电话给我们了
he fancily told me he’s mistakingly check into a wrong hotel. 他跟我说他去了一个错误的酒店登记
he seems slightly suspicious, but I also felt guilty for doubting him. 他看起来有点可疑，但我也对这样怀疑他有点罪恶感
Oh, you actually go to downtown?.....we have a lunch. 噢，你们实际上去了城里?.... 我们去吃了午饭
really? where the hooligans are. ..excellent. 真的?足球流氓的地方? 太好了
(chatting in dinner)... these are believers. these are ... (就餐聊天)...这些是相信的人，这些是.....
you should really shoot some of the hooligans scene tomorrow. 你们明天真的应该拍一些足球流氓的镜头
someone said they add an extra 8000 policeman, or sth like that, for all over germany. 有人说他们加了额外的8000名警察，大概是，在全德国
just for keep them quiet and peace. 8000 policeman 只是为了让他们保持安静和平，8000警察
tomorrow, crowd, wow.. that could be defining 明天，人群，wow.. 那会是决定性的
from our hotel, we can see the stadium and nomals back hole patiently waiting for 70000 fans. 从我们酒店，可以看到体育馆像巨大的黑洞，耐心地等待它的7万名粉丝
as for the hooligans, I felt in sleep believing Rinpoche would never go anywhere near them. 关于足球流氓，我怀着仁波切绝对是不会接近他们的想法入睡了
Hello…Hello… 你好...你好...
Buddhism is really concerns with how things are 佛教真的关心事情是怎样的
and just really study of thing and phenomenon, 真正去学习事物和现象
and at that sense it is not much different with science which tries to find how things are. 这个意义上说，和科学没什么区别，科学也是试图发现事物是怎样的
how things are, supposed to, how they appear. 事物是怎样的，应该什么样子和他们如何显现
phenomenon is not limited being in church, or being in temple, or wearing in monk robe or sth else, 现象不会限制于教堂，或者寺院，穿者僧侣的袍子或者别的什么
but, you know, it also means, what happen to our mind when ... enjoys, 但，你知道，这同样也是说，当享受...时，你的心里发生了什么
what happens to your mind when in the football game. 足球赛时，你的心里发生了什么
they are very drunk. 他们喝的很醉了
obviously soccer is a game, you know, supposed to play it, supposed to enjoy it. 显然足球只是一个游戏，你知道，应该玩，应该享受它
if it becomes to serious like to the hooligens, 像对足球流氓来说，它变得很严重
now the problem is obviously not the game, 现在的问题显然不是游戏本身
the problem is believing one’s own thought. 问题是一个人太相信自己的想法
that’s when it becomes dangerous. 这就是它变得危险的时候了
to make sure we got the point, Rinpoche thought we should attend a little debate. 为了确定我们明白了，仁波切觉得我们应该参加一点争端
I waited for Rinpoche to offer some profound insight, 我等待着仁波切给与一些深奥的见解
but he was practically dancing along matching swatcher and sneakers and participate the game. 但他实际上穿者他那双运动鞋像跳舞一样去观看比赛了
I felt slight irritation at how happy he looked. 看着他这么开心，我很有点小气愤
meanwhile filming is tightly controlled 同时，摄像是严格被限制的
and we still didn’t know if we can bring a camera into the game. 而我们也不知道我们是否可以带摄像机入内
the odds(?)will against it. 机会不大
Rinpoche often carry a video camera in his bag. 仁波切的包里经常带着一个摄像机
but at the security checking point at all the entrances, 但每个入口都有安检的检查点
and everyone has been searched. 每个人都会被搜查
open your bag please….thank you. 请打开你的包...谢谢
but the weird moment was yet come. 但，奇怪的时刻来了
our cinema photographer just walked through the gates with the film camera. 我们的摄像师就这样带着摄像机走进了大门
just because we are invited by Rinpoche, 仁波切邀请的我们
didn't mean we were sitting with Rinpoche. 不等于我们和仁波切坐在一起
then he was there to watch soccer, and he knew we were there to watch him. 他在那儿看球，他知道我们在那儿看着他
and we could watch him, we could always watch our minds. 我们可以看着他，我们也可以看着我们的心
when the thoughts came up, just look at them, 当念头来了，只是看着他们
they arise, they temporarily present, they cease. 他们升起，他们暂时呈现，他们消失
don’t hold on them, don’t push them away. 不要抓着他们，不要推开他们
just be right on the spot and look what comes up 就在那个点 看着发生了什么
and every time you start to drift….. 每次你开始漂移
snap back to the present. 回到现在
every one from the bookiest(?) to the hooligan knew the England would be wallowed. 从...到足球流氓，每一个人都相信，英格兰会被吞没
but it just didn’ happen. 但，它就是没有发生
The Independent Observer said the best. 独立观察者的描述最精彩
England achieved one of the less believable results in international football history 英格兰获得了一个国际足球史上最不能令人相信的成绩
when they beat Germany 5 to 1. 当他们以5比1击败德国
it’s basically our expectations that not been met. 基本上来说，是我们的期望没有达成
you know, there never one instant that Rinpoche is not teaching something 你知道，仁波切没有一瞬间没在教一些东西
if you willing to view as such. 如果你愿意这样看的话
I like teaching my students in many different situations. 我喜欢在不同的情况下教我的学生们
in the garden, in the bar, in the toilet, 在花园里，在酒吧，在厕所
I think in a modern way, I am quite proud to doing that. 我用现代的方式思考，我相当自豪这样做
it is a different time. we have to talk differently, 这是不同的时代，我们必须要用不同的方式交谈
we have to communicate with people in a different way. 我们必须用不同的方式沟通
in the next day, …. back to the airport with Rinpoche, 第2天，...和仁波切回到机场
following him around like ….., 跟着他转像...
imagine seeing .... go through the security detector. 想象看着....穿过安检门
buy the magazines 买杂志
assume his magical flying hat. 假想他的魔术飞帽
Rinpoche’s students seem to be, you know, very much spread out everywhere. 仁波切的学生看起来，你知道，分散在各个地方
his students, his European students, ….from Iran, north America, 他的学生，欧洲的，...,伊朗的，北美的
most of students I don’t know who they are. 很多学生我也不知道他们是谁
I never see them alone, I never heard them. 我从来没看到过他们，没听说过他们
Buddha is never bounded by time and space. 佛是不被时间空间限制的
Rinpoche is not only omniscient, but he’s (armi?) present. 仁波切不仅全知，他还是...
He has an international teaching schedule from Halifax to HongKong. 他有个从哈里法克斯到香港的国际教课日程表
monasteries in Tibet, India and Bhutan. 几座位于西藏，印度，不丹的寺院
several international foundations dedicated to compassionate activity. 好几个国际基金会致力于慈善事业
he has multiple cellphones, multiple emails 他有好几个手机，email地址
and multiple producers because he’s also a filmmaker. 和好几个制片人，因为他还是电影导演
everyone has a path to follow 每个人都遵循一条路
for some the goal is enlightenment. 一些人他们的目标是证悟
for others their goal is the goal. 另一些他们的目标就是球门
Rinpoche was now on the way to London. 仁波切现在在去伦敦的路上
he started works on his second film with help of Jermy Thomas 他开始做他的第2个电影，在Jame Thomas
and Bernardo Bertolucci 和贝纳尔多·贝托鲁奇的帮助下
his big wish was to raise enough money so he can return to Bhutan 他的大愿望是能够筹到足够的钱，这样他能回到不丹
and make a film about the place that gave his family shelter. 拍个有关这个地方的电影，这个给与他家族庇护的地方
you are student and you are student of Rinpoche. 你是学生，你是仁波切的学生
and you are using me to know secrets that no students allow to know. 现在，你利用我知道些学生们不允许知道的秘密
and I have to be very careful what I am saying. 我得非常小心我说的话
Rinpoche has been Bertolucci's consultant during making of "the Little Buddha" 拍摄“the Little Buddha”时，仁波切是贝托鲁奇的顾问
I invited him to come where we was writing the film. 我邀请他来我们写剧本的地方
and he was there more or less for their own shoot. 他在那儿或多或少学到了些拍摄
probabely he was watching the poses making movie 可能他在看拍电影的Pose
watching me I thinking, 看我怎样思考
watching the actor playing, 看演员怎样演戏
watching 看着
I think somewhere the movies, said, like eager's battlefield, right? right? 我想电影多少，这样说，有点像渴爱的战场，对吗? 对吧?
and, so, he kind like been the battlefield. yeah. 然后，这样，他喜欢在这个战场里，是的
but what would happen if Buddha is here in the audience. 但如果佛陀在观众里，那会发生什么呢
what would he see her? 他看到她会怎么样呢?
we passed in Seattle at the end of the shooting there, 拍摄结束的时候我们经过西雅图
and I said what do you think? 我说你在想什么?
he said, though, it’s finished. 他说，结束了
it’s sad. 令人伤心
and I am thinking now I will go to my monastery in Bhutan. 我现在想，我会去我不丹的寺院
and I will live there 3, 4 months. 在那儿住3, 4个月
I will be alone. in my room in Zen(?), might meditate. 一个人，在我房间里，也许做禅修
food outside. could be totally it is. 食物放在外面，这就是全部了
I said but even speak to the people? he said no, no. 我说甚至不和人说话吗? 他说，不，不会
I want another sound of my voice. 我想听听我另外一种声音
and I said, so after all these modern period, 然后我说，这些现代的时光过去后
the time of renunciation has begun. 出离的时刻开始了
and he thought a moment and said yeah, 然后他想了一会儿，说，是啊
and he said wouldn’t the ultimate renunciation be the renunciation of the renunciation. 然后他说，究竟的出离难道不是出离于出离吗？
which I think absolutely brilliant. 我觉得这个绝对是太妙了
because the renunciation means to give up everything, 因为出离意味着放弃所有的
the renunciation of the renunciation means to give up the giving up. 出离于出离的意思是放弃放弃本身
so as to be able to embrace everything. 所以能够拥抱所有的
extraordinary 太妙了
I saw a filmmaker coming out from Tulku of the Lama. 我看到一个电影人，从喇嘛的上师里走出来
someone asks me you are Rinpoche, you are Lama, 有人问我，你是仁波切，你是喇嘛
why you make film? 你为什么拍电影呢
well, my answer is 我的答案是
thousands years ago, Rinpoches, like me, they used to paint tangkas, 千百年前，仁波切，像我这样的，他们曾经绘制唐卡
those were another way to express the wisdom and the compassion of Buddha. 那些是另外一种方法来表达佛的慈悲和智慧
here I am doing the same thing but in up-to-date modern technology. 这里我做的是同样的事，只是用最新的现代技术
this is my bedroom, 这是我的睡房
this is my 2nd bedroom. 这是我第二间睡房
so, what I will do, maybe you can shoot from here. I don't know. up to you guys, 这样，我会，也许你可以从那儿拍. 我不知道，你们定
but I will walk from there. OK. 但，我从那边走过来。好吧
one of days I was feeling most gets finick about my relationship with Rinpoche. 一天，在我对和仁波切的关系感到最懈怠的时候
he took me to see "Matrix". 他带我去看了"Matrix"
as in "the Little Buddha", 和"the Little Buddha"中一样
Keanu Reeves plays a men who chooses to become awake. 基努李维斯扮演了一个选择觉醒的人
have you ever have a dream ... so sure was real 你曾经有这样的梦...这么肯定它是真的
you can see Matrix is premise done the very issues as the Buddhism students struggle with. 你可以被看作"Matrix"假设性完成了佛弟子在奋斗的大事
how would you know the difference of the dream world and real world? 你怎么知道梦的世界和真实的世界的不同呢
how do you see the projection about people and phenomena. 你怎么看待人和现象的投射
how do you see the things not as they appear but as they are. 你怎么看待事物，不是它们的显现，而是它们本身呢
welcome to the real world. 欢迎来到真实的世界
your own nature of mind is brilliant, enlightened and uncontrived. 你自己心的本性是美妙非凡灿烂光明，觉悟的，没有限定的
but because we don’t know that, 但因为我们不知道这个
because we are so coil up with all the kinds of hang up things, inhibitions and all that, 因为我们纠缠于各种感情纠葛，压抑，所有这些
then we lose that brilliance. 我们失去了那种光明
so we get depressed, emotional, aggressive, all of these. 所以我们变得沮丧，情绪化，好斗，所有这些
I delibrately understand that these all imagination so that slowly we build this confidence to walk out of it. 我慢慢理解那都是想象，所以，我们慢慢建立这种自信从中走出来
at this point, 这个时候
we have to return home 我们必须要回家了
which was quite frustrating all these talk about all my inner nature being, brilliant, enlighten. 谈论这些我的内在本性，光明，证悟实在令人泄气
well, easy to say hard to do. and try to talk with him about it? 说的容易做起来难. 和他谈这些吗
forget it. Was him? was me? if only he was more normal. 不要想了. 他吗? 我吗? 要是他更正常就好了
we want our teacher slightly human being. 我们期望我们的老师有一点是人类
we want him to like what we like, want him dislike what we dislike. 我们期望他喜欢我们喜欢的，期望他不喜欢我们不喜欢的
we want to share things. 我们想要分享事情
so this show there is certain element that we want him not that special. 所以，这显示这有一个元素，我们不想他那么特别
at the same time he has to be slightly special too. 同时，他也必须要有一点点特别
so, that’s big difficult there. 所以，这很难的
we returned north America on September 10th 我们9月10号回到北美
and we woke up on September 11th. 在 9/11 中醒来
when Buddhism talk about suffering, we are not talking about the pain. 当佛教谈到苦，我们没在谈论疼痛
we are talking about change. the uncertainty. 我们在谈改变，不确定性
see, when people talking about suffering, they are talking about gross pain, like headache or depression, sth. 当人们谈论苦，他们谈论粗重的苦，像头痛，或者沮丧，等等
that’s like already too late. that’s like aftermath. 这已经太晚了，像一个后果
but in every level days change, everything change and everything uncertain. 但是，每个层面，天天改变，所有事都在改变，所有事都不确定
and, that is the suffering. 这，就是苦
it was this point Rinpoche made an offer. 这时，仁波切提出了邀请
he was leaving for Bhutan in October 他十月份要去不丹
and if we wanted to, we can meet him there. 如果我们愿意，我们可以在那儿和他会面
it was a perfect invitation at a perfect wrong time to travel. 这是个完美的邀请，在一个完美的错误时间去旅行
every road to Bhutan made a journey to trigger the happy heart of the universe. 每条通往不丹的路都是一段触发世间快乐心情的旅程
(news on TV) (印巴要开战，形势紧张，等等，离不丹很近)
the stakes had gone up. 赌注已经上升了
from the aggression of soccer hooligans to the brutality of army, 从足球流氓的攻势到军队的残暴
in the way of the war was like exaggerate the wondering of my egotism 战争就像是对自我怀疑的夸大
I realize none of us have true happiness until we can learn to deal with our mind 我意识到，除非学会和心相处，不然没有人能真正得到快乐
because mind is the start point of all suffering, .... feels, close hearts, and prejudices. 因为心是所有痛苦，..的感觉，封闭的心和偏见的起点
on behalf of film crew, I ask Rinpoche to do a Moo and his answer was this: 为了电影的工作人员，我请仁波切做了一个Mo的预测，这是他的回答
how do you know when the straight answer is the straight answer with him. 你怎么知道，什么时候直接的回答是直接的回答呢
well, you don’t. that’s the part of the problem, isn’t it? 你不知道，这就是问题的一部分，不是吗?
(tour guide talking …) (向导介绍...aunt Sheley?)
after some discussion, everyone decided they were still willing to going to Bhutan. 经过讨论，所有人决定，他们仍然想去不丹
(tour guide talking …) (向导继续...)
…control moment were really frightening actually. .....控制的时刻实际上是非常令人恐惧的
when you just cannot wave your energy, 当你不再有力量
you don't have your job, you don’t have your friends, 没有工作，没有朋友
you off your mobile phone, you just with yourself everyday. 你关掉你的手机，每天就和你自己在一起
you really do become more sensitive 你真的会变得更敏感
toward what really happening in the worlds. 对于世界上真的在发生什么
I can wake….. wasting your life. 我可以醒来....浪费我的生命
I mean in fact every morning of meditate is a miracle. 我是说，实际上每天早上的禅修是个奇迹
even your mind going off to la-la land, 即使你的心不知道跑到哪儿去了
you are aware you are doing it, you know. 可是，你意识到了你正在干吗，你知道
there's never total blissed, isn't it, in the world. 世上没有完全的极乐
because everybody looking out there for some kind of sustances, 因为每个人向外寻找一些东西
well, I think you should look inside, 我想，你应该向内看
my father,during the war, he would say, this is his idea, 我父亲，战争期间，他说，这是他的想法
if see the bomb, see one in the sky coming towards you, 如果有炮弹，你看到一颗炮弹从天上向你飞来
don't run away from it, you run towards it. 不要转身跑走，你要向着它跑过去
so passes over your head. 它会从你头顶飞过去
I always thought it's good ways to the life. 我常想着也是生活的好方法
don't run away from the problem, run to meet them. 那些问题，不要转身跑开，向着它们跑过去
see, which things is much nice than the boring meditation. 看，这比无聊的禅坐好多了
no much difference, isn’t it? Luc - I see. 没多大区别，不是吗? Luc - 我知道
so boring. Luc - it’s true. 很无聊. Luc - 是的.
nothing happens here, nothing happens there. 这儿没啥发生，那儿也没啥事
Luc went to home in Vancouver. Luc 回到了温哥华的家
this is the research project I am working on currently. 这是我在做的研究项目
so, basically, what I am trying to do is to make the guy more intelligent. 基本上我在做的是让这个家伙更聪明一些
add some brains to him. 给它加点脑子
it’s always a mind that’s preserving. 总是心在记忆
it's always a mind that’s experiencing. 总是心在经历
it’s the mind that’s elated. 心在欢喜
It’s the mind that’s depressed because Rinpoche abandoned, whatever. 心在沮丧，因为被仁波切抛弃，不论是什么吧
but it’s also about concept. Canada, you know. I am Canadian. 但是，这也是关于概念的. 加拿大，你知道，我是加拿大人
what is Canada? is it border? no, the border changes. 什么是加拿大? 是边界吗? 不，边界时常改变
it’s not people, because people always, the new people born up hundreds year ago. 也不是人，因为人，几百年中总是有新的人口出生
constitution changes. the government changes. 宪法改变. 政府改变
every single thing about Canada in country changes constantly. 加拿大这个国家里的每一件事持续改变
yet, people kill other people 但是，人们互相残杀
because they believe the reality of these things, 因为人们相信这些事是真实的
that’s sort of weak(?) 这像一种...
it’s very clearly concept, it's the concept like the square root of 2, 很明显，这些都是概念，就像根号2
what many people would go to war for the square root of 2, for Pi. 有多少人会为了根号2或者圆周率去打仗呢
Ripoche’s gradfather 敦珠 Rinpoche. 仁波切的祖父 敦珠仁波切
he used to say, the truth is like, you know, so close that we cannot see. 他曾经说，真理就像，它太近了以致于我们看不到
it's like the eyelash. we cannot see our own eyelashes. 就像眼睫毛一样，我们看不到眼睫毛
that's why, out of compassion, the Buddha developed the sorts of elaborate practices 这是为什么，出于慈悲心，佛陀还教导了其他精巧的训练
because we simply cannot accept. 因为我们就是不能接受
the simplicity of this. 这样的简单
October arrived. 十月到了
we have airplane tickets, visas, malarial pills, power bars 我们办好了飞机票，签证，疟疾药，能量棒
and then two days before we supposed to leave for Bhutan, 还有两天我们就要出发去不丹的时候
“ hi, it’s me again. I hope it doesn't come too shock to you. Hi, Lesley, 又是我. 我希望这个没有太让你吃惊
Rinpoche said he wouldn’t be going to Bhutan until on January.” 仁波切说他一月之前都不会在不丹
I couldn’t believe it. 我简直不能相信
the more I tried to sort it out, the more I become to be convinced he never intended to go to Bhutan on October. 我越想越相信他根本就没打算十月回不丹
it all has been a big setup. 这就是一个大骗局
I didn’t exactly like go my anger with Rinpoche, 我也不想跟仁波切生气了
but I have a brilliant idea. 我有一个好主意
莲花生大师, the great Buddhist Saint, 莲花生大师，这位大德
not only brought the vajrayana Buddhism to Tibet, 不仅把金刚乘传入西藏
he also made a famous prophecy. 他还说过一个著名的预言
“when the iron birds flies and horses runs on wheels, 当铁鸟飞翔，马用轮子跑的时候
the Tibet people was scattered like ants across the world and the dhama will come to the land of the red man.” 西藏人会像蚂蚁一样撒播到全世界，佛法会来到红人的土地
my brilliant idea was going to the place used to be the land of red man. 我绝妙的主意就是，去那些曾经是红人的土地去
we have 3 months to kill. 我们还有三个月时间
it’s sunny and warm. 阳光明媚，温暖宜人
I was tired with the Rinpoche’s games 我厌倦了仁波切的游戏
and I want to fresh prospective. 我想来点新鲜的角度
strangely, by running away him, 奇怪的是，当我们离开他，
we met people 我们碰到些人，
who, though unlikely, tell me quite a lot about finding a teacher who can trust. 他们，虽然好像不可能，但告诉我很多关于寻找可信赖上师的事
within vajrayana Buddhism, there exist tulku phenomina 在金刚乘中，有转世祖古的现象
with essence the enlightened teacher reincarnated again and again 精髓是证悟的上师一次次的转世
in order to benefit the human beings. 为了利益众生
so try to get the answers, we went to see Gesar Mukpo, 为了寻找答案，我们找到了Gesar Mukpo，
a tulku who in theory has done this before. 一位祖古，理论上，他以前这样做过的
well, my mother’s name’s Diana MoKpo, 我妈妈是Diana Mokpo
she met to my father 16 years old who is the …Rinpoche. 她16岁时碰到我父亲，....仁波切
I was recognized as the reincarnation of my father’s teacher,was throned as ….Rinpoche. 我被认证为我父亲的老师，...仁波切
my father’s previous guruhood, died at Tibet after my father skipped Tibet. 我父亲以前的上师，我父亲逃出西藏后，他在西藏去世了
my mother didn’t want to send me off to the monastery. 我妈妈不想把我送到寺院去
a child, my father thought it might a good idea, maybe send me off. 我父亲觉得这是好主意，孩子应该送过去
my mother said that there is no way sending my kid to the monastery. 我妈妈说，把我孩子送到寺院，不要想
but even tulkus have to be students before they become teachers. 但就是祖古，在成为上师之前，他必须先是个学生
I put a lot fun(?) to, but I consider myself low Tibet level, 我有很多乐趣，但是我觉得自己是西藏比较低水平的
which is I don’t use the benefit that furthering myself which should. 就是说，我不能用这些利益来利益那些我应该更多利益的
like the typical story of the rich white girl who's unhappy 就像那些典型的故事里，富有的白人女孩并不快乐
because she get a lot of money and nothing to do. 她有很多钱，可是无事可做
that sort of dojis(?) like tulku doesn’t do anything. 这就像...上师不能做任何事一样
to follow around the teacher, to aware of your mind at level where you constantly at 100% awareness and attentive to your thought 跟随你的上师，100%明了你的心，专注于你的念头
is just far to energy and time consuming for me. 我的精力和时间花在离这些很远的地方了
I’d like to take this opportunity to say 我想借这个机会说一下，
I putting my tulku title for sale on ebay starting bid 25000 dollars. … ningmapa side.. 我在EBay网上拍卖我的祖古头衔，起价两万五...宁玛传承
there is quite nice property there. 品质很好
either hit up on ebay or email me Gesar website mechanic.com thank you. 要不在网上竞拍，要不在Gesar网站mechanic.com发信. 谢谢
if you were in like world champion and sporting then, 就像你参加世界锦标赛，运动
you need to doing that all the time. 你需要花所有的时间来做它
practice all the time. 所有的时间来练习
it’s exactly the same way of the master. 这跟上师要作的一样
you start to study. 你开始学习
Hi, it starts getting doubled all the time. 嗨，所有时间它多了一倍
and pluging out is the simple chart. you know, like My god. 接入才是个简单的开始. 你知道，天啊
at this rate, I gonna, you know, explode. 这种速度，我会爆炸的，你知道
is that the point? 这就是关键吗?
yeah, exactly, sure, I am afraid of that. 是，是啊，当然，恐怕是
what about your teacher, you find them, you believe they are your teacher 那你的上师，你找到他，你相信他们是你的老师
and they reject you and they ignore you and they wouldn’t talk to you and they 然后，他们拒绝你，忽略你，不和你说话，他们..
that’s too easy. 这很容易啊
they leave 他们跑掉了
you just cannot expect to wake up one day 你不能期望有一天早上醒来
and the greatest teacher of the world comes to your house. 世界上最伟大的上师就出现在你家里
he expects the great relationship with the great teacher, you need to exert yourself extremely. 你期待和伟大上师良好的关系，你需要最大程度地运用你自己
meanwhile, crossing the town, the actioning Lama. 同时，城市那边，功夫喇嘛
I want to interview Steven Seagal. 我想要采访史蒂文席格
Rinpoche didn’t think it’s a good idea. 仁波切不认为这是个好主意
but given my state of my mind, it’s exactly what we did. 但是我现在的状态看，这就是我要做的
Seagal was recognized as the reincarnation of ….., 17 century buddhist teacher. 席格被认证为...的转世，一位17世纪的佛法老师
we email him as rinpoche.com and requested an interview and he said yes. 我们给他写信，要求采访，他说，行
I met many great tulkus, great Lamas said I'm tulku 我遇到过很多祖古，很多喇嘛说我是祖古
Penor Rinpoche is the one who made this official there, as such things everyone cares. Penor仁波切把这件事变得正式，每个人都关注的
when he said, he said in front of thousands of modern people. 当他说的时候，他是在好几千人前面说的
that wasn’t a joke. 这不是个玩笑
it would anything but a joke. 绝对不是个玩笑
he made sure anyone know it’s not a joke by the speech given after the recognition. 他认证后做了个演讲，确定每个人知道这不是个玩笑
Tulku can be ….. they can be anything as long as they had the right view. 祖古可以是...他们可以是任何人，只要他有正确的见解
it’s my dog. 这是我的狗
he’s trying to get in. 他想进来
he wants to come in and see I'm ok. 他想进来看看我是不是很好
he’s alright. 他很好
Tyson. 泰森
having disregard rinpoche’s opinion, 因为没有管仁波切的意见
it was only later what we discover the newspaper saying about Seagal’s life. 晚些时候我们才看到报纸上报道了席格的生活
very strange. 很怪的
I think it’s hard to get a true understanding of a master unless you get a look at sort of (…..). 我想，真正理解一位上师，这件事是很难的，除非你能看到...
rather than spending ten years out of training under a master, spending ten years to find a right master. 与其跟随一位上师学习十年，花十年寻找真正的上师
someone think one guru is a good guru, the other people, many other people may think he’s an idiot. 一些人觉得这个祖古是个好祖古，别的人可能觉得他是白痴
one of the great marks of great teacher is 伟大上师的标志，其中一条是
in fact nobody really know for sure that he’s idiot or great master. 事实上，没有人真正知道他到底是白痴或是伟大的上师
The fake(?) of mundane level is like magician. 从世俗的层面来看，就像是魔术师
who just use a slight hand to save you and make somebody doing sth else. 他用一只瘦小的手就把你救了而对其他人做其他别的事(英文对吗?)
no matter how great the thing to the guru or Mahasattva is, they are human. 不管祖古或菩萨如何伟大，他们是人
and they are normally having human attributes, 他们有着人的性格
I wouldn’t confuse that was been in (………………..?). 我不会对...感到困惑
you should never have a sense of doubt of your teacher. 你不应该有那种对上师保持怀疑的态度
if there are ever sense of doubt of the great teacher they pick up, 如果你对你选择的上师持有怀疑
they would give you sort of tool to avoid your doubt. 他们会教某种方法来消除你的怀疑
student wouldn't predoubt your teacher, ever. 学生不应该怀疑老师，决不
lesser teaching, the malicious fakes 他教的是次要的，恶意的做假，
sorts of, our only interested in cementing the greatness in your mind. 那种，我们只关心连接你心中伟大的部分
when the people challenged me, I have no choice but to give them the response 当人们挑战我，我没有选择，一定会给他们回应
that sometimes would be very painful for them physically and mentally. 那些，对他们来说，有时身体上或精神上是非常痛苦的
When the great teacher challenged by the student, they enjoy that and like that 当上师被学生挑战，他们很享受，喜欢这样
because that sorts of shows they’re gaining intelligence. 因为这表明他们正在得到智慧
those was challenging me, …them thousands, 那些挑战我的, ...很多
I can remember where most of time not worthy of my teaching 我能记起，大多数时候他们不值得我的教授
there are just people who want to challenge me because of the vapidity. 他们只是些因为他们无趣所以想来挑战我的人
Great teacher never wipe anyone off. 伟大的老师从来不扫开任何人
in January, we got email from Rinpoche. 一月，我们收到仁波切的信
he’d arrived in Bhutan and was expecting us. 他回到了不丹，期待我们到来
my first thought was to write back “fat chance”. 我第一个想法是，回信“不可能”
my 2nd thought was if he was given up on me, 我第二个想法是，如果他曾经放弃我
was it fair for me to give up on him. 那是否我也要放弃他，这样才公平呢？
it’s still that trust thing. 这仍然是信任的事
it’s so much like teacher can only transmit us when we are open. 这就像当我们放开的时候，老师才能传给我们
do you know what I mean. 你明白我意思吗
it’s classic, isn’t it? 这很经典的，不是吗？
someone said you can only really receive someone’s love when you let it in. 有人说，你真正收到别人的爱，只有你让它进来时
it’s true, isn’t it? 这是真的，不是吗？
you have to keep pursuing it, 你得不停地去追寻它
those who know the one needs teaching is you. 得明白那个需要教法的人是你
a million roads, a million fears a million suns, ten million years of uncertainty
I could speak a million lies, a million songs, a million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time
but if there was a single truth, a single light a single thought, a singular touch of grace
then following this single point , this single flame, the single haunted memory of your face
all journey to Bhutan was quite complicated at the beginning. 刚开始的时候，去不丹的旅途非常复杂
the equipment got lost which is always the nightmare for crew 设备丢了，这是制作人员的噩梦
and they had been there for 3 nights trying to locate their luggage. 他们为找行李在那儿呆了3天
the crew had to bribe the India authorities at airport. 他们不得不在机场贿赂印度海关
Rinpoche asked me to come a couple weeks earlier to 加德满都 仁波切要我早几个礼拜到加德满都
might possibly go with him to India 可能能和他去印度
I had a grand total, I think, 36 hours with him 我总共会有36个小时和他一起
and then I was stranded in 加德满都, 然后我就被撂在加德满都了
he just disappeared and went to India by himself. 他就是消失了，自己去印度了。
he didn’t want to me come. 他不想我去。
Heaven
I'm in heaven
and my heart beats so that I can hardly speak
and I seem to find the happiness I seek
when we're out together dancing cheek to cheek
O Heaven
I'm in heaven
the proper gap in time and space which seemingly had been so difficult to find, opened. 看起来难以追寻的时空鸿沟被打开了，
the obstacle dissolved, like ghostly allusions and we are in Bhutan. 阻碍消失了，如同幽灵般的幻觉. 我们来到了不丹
look the mountains. Luc - mountains 看，山. Luc - 山
it’s very different from London. 和伦敦太不一样了
yet there is no mountains in London. 伦敦没有山
you used to it in Canada. 你在加拿大都习惯了
you have Paris. 你有巴黎啊
that's true. we have Paris. 也是，我们有巴黎
now you completely destroyed my love of Bhutan 你现在把我对不丹的爱都毁了
because you just remind me Paris. 因为你跟我提了巴黎
actually if you are up to the top of mountain, you can see ... next to it 如果你到那个山顶，你能看到....在它旁边
I see. 明白
Most of Bhutanese didn’t have a lot of material things, 大多数不丹人没有很多物质
but they seems have something a lot more valuable. 但是，他们拥有一些价值高的多的东西
it amazed me. 莲花生大师 walked these hills at 8th century 让我惊讶的是，莲花生大师8世纪时走过这些山
and with every step he planted the seeds of Vajrayana Buddhism. 每一步，他都种下了金刚乘的种子
Bhutan’s culture seems unseparable from Buddhism 不丹文化和佛教密不可分
and after Chinese invaded Tibet, Bhutan became the only Vajrayana kingdom. 中国入侵西藏后，不丹变成唯一的佛教国家
how are you? 你好
good, good. 好，好
how are you? 你好
sit down. 坐吧
here I have to act like God. 这儿我得表现得像上帝
here you have to act like as if you are nothing. 这儿你们得表现的像什么也不是
it’s difficult for both of us to have that way. 这样对我们两个都很难
what do you think? 你怎么想?
all my scenical voices in my head went silent. 我脑海中的背景噪音变得安静
is that funny? 好玩吗?
shows how lazy I am because I don't even have a job. 显得我好懒，因为我都没有工作
heard you wanna bless the army here too. 听说你要祝福这里的军队
just bless, 7 army again. 只是个祈福，7只军队
do you think 本拉登 bless his army as well? 你觉得本拉登也祝福他的军队吗?
yeah yeah. 是啊，是啊
sort of similar, isn’t it? too close, very similar. 有些像，不是吗？太相近了，很像啊
at least people here are happy. 至少这里的人是快乐的
I really hope there is a mirror...(英国音啊英国音..) 我真希望这儿有个镜子.....
why? 为什么?
blah.....blah....blah.... (没听出来..)
(Rinpoche在给小孩起名字)
here's about ten George Bush in Bhutan 不丹有大概10个乔治布什
because I named them as George Bush. 因为我给他们起名叫乔治布什
what do you think? 你觉得怎么样?
that is my job, yeah, giving names. 这是我的工作，是啊，起名字
Science department comes here. 科学系来这儿啦
this’s it. 就是这样
this is Vajrayana country now. 这是金刚乘国家
you are in Vajrayana country. 你在金刚乘的国家
what do you think? 你觉得怎么样?
everything is vajrayana. 所有都是金刚乘
he does some purpose. 他这样做是故意的
he puts people together that don’t get along on purpose. 他让人们在一起，但不显出是故意的
he said we want to create sparks. 他说我们要来点火花
we want to put steel and flint together, so we have sparks. 我们要把铁和燧石放在一起，这样就会有火花
my perspective of Luc is that he shocks me. 我对Luc的印象是他让我震惊
at the first day, he said somethings to Rinpoche that really shocks me 在第一天的时候，他对仁波切说了一些事，真的令我震惊
and Rinpoche sort of his laughing at all. 然后，仁波切大笑那样的
look, so beautiful. this's my site. 看，美吧，这是我的景
Oh, momos, aha, my favorite. thank you, mammy. Oh,momos，aha，我的最爱. 谢谢
foods really good, Rinpoche. 真的很好吃，仁波切
so you like Bhutanese man, Bhutanese food, might also marry here，settled. 你喜欢不丹人，喜欢不丹食物，可能就在这里结婚，安顿下来
it’s dangerous. I shouldn't start any of these 危险了. 我不应该开这个头的
because you ask him to do sth, you got ..., do u know …, the big monster. 因为你请他做点事，你得...，你知道..., 大怪物
huge, terrifying situation. 巨大的，恐怖的状况
you will have to behave, have low picky 你得注意举止，不要那么挑剔
this is so thrill, Rinpoche. 这真令人兴奋啊，仁波切
in the middle of nowhere. 在这个很偏僻的地方
there’s a really lovely little picnic. 真的很令人愉快的小野餐
it is, it, it’s so lovely. 真的，是啊，太开心了
we followed Rinpoche to a valley where he kept a small house. 我们跟着仁波切到了一个山谷，那里他有个小房子
it’s settled the feet one of the most revered buddhist site in the world, 坐落在一个佛教徒非常崇拜之地的山脚下
a mountain cave, famously known as Taktsang, tigers nest, 一个著名的岩洞，叫做Taktsang，虎穴
where 莲花生大师 did retreats. 莲花生大师在那里做过闭关
if you want to go to that place, 如果你想去那个地方
I mean, you can actually literally see, 我是说，你能不费劲地看到它
once you are in the main monastery, 一但你到了主寺
you can literally see another one, 3 minutes walk. 你可以不费劲地看到另外那一个，就走3分钟吧
but, you have to gamble with your life. 但，你得拿你的生命来赌
because, they put, like beam. 因为，他们放上，像，横梁，
and right on that, they just put plank, not even nailed. 那上面，他们只放上木板，甚至没有钉上
if you fall, you are inside those pine trees right underneath, 2000 feet. 如果你掉下去，你就掉在下面那些松树里，2000英尺之下
what's the longest retreat you have done there? 你在那儿做的最长闭关是多长时间?
there, well, actually once I stayed there 9 to 10 months. 那儿，嗯，有一次我在那儿呆了9到10个月
Studying. 学习
so, of course we became obsessed to make a climbing to Taktsang 这样，我们，当然，变得很渴望去攀登Taktsang
for me, Rinpoche like (marvelous?). 对我，仁波切就像(marvelous)
he’s so elegant. 他这样优雅
and, I have that piggish way of eating. 我是那种很贪吃的吃法
I mean, food is my problem, you know. 我是说，吃是我的问题，你知道
and, I watched Rinpoche, you know, 我看着仁波切
we were at the weird place, 我们在一个很怪的地点
we stop at the middle of nowhere, 停在很偏僻的地方
to have a meal with Rinpoche another day with another chief of police. 跟着仁波切和另一个警长吃了一餐，另外一天
and, he had every dish displayed. 每一样吃的都摆在他面前
and he's just going to pick a little bit he wanted, 他只是取用他要的那一点点
but me and Luc, took everything, chocolate, ..., rice, every every things. 但我和Luc，每一样都吃，巧克力，...，米，所有所有的
Rinpoche said you don’t have to eat all. 仁波切说，你不用都吃掉
and, actually he’s very good teaching in that way. 而且，实际上，他非常善于用这种办法教授
I never see him have what he doesn’t need. 我从来没见他拥有他不需要的东西
he never says what doesn’t need be said, you know. 他从来不说那些不需要说的话
I was born eastmost Bhutan. 我出生在不丹的最东边
really next to the border. 几乎靠近边境
few years ago, I think, after 34 years, 几年前，我想，34年后
I went to see my home where I was born. 我回去看我出生的家
and, I've seen my home. trees growing inside, 我看那房子，树从里面长出来
everything, nothing, there are nothing. 所有的，什么也没有，那儿什么也没有
who hug Rinpoche? 谁抱着仁波切?
my mother, 我母亲
does she look like me? 我和她像吗？
eyes. 眼睛
yeah, and nose. mouth. she looks much better. 是啊，鼻子，嘴巴. 她看起来更好看
are you close to your mother, Rinpoche? 你和你母亲亲近吗，仁波切？
Oh, very much. 哦，非常亲近
do you think you’d like to form a family one day, Rinpoche, or? 你觉得，有一天你会想组建家庭吗，仁波切？或者..
if I meet a right person. 如果碰到对的人
what do you think? 你觉得怎么样?
you become a babysitter, Rinpoche. 你变成保姆了，仁波切
which is the so suffering of the whole human race, isn’t it? 这是令整个人类如此痛苦的事，对吗?
the right one. 对的那一个
any husband material here? 这儿有老公人选吗?
no. none 没，没有
you’re so picky, you know, that’s your problem. 你太挑剔了，你知道，这是你的问题
that’s why you still single. 这是你为什么还单身
I'm not picky, you are picky. 我才不挑，你才挑剔
it's for the kids do on Sunday afternoon go to the market and play some thigh bone. ...为孩子们周日下午到市场来吹大腿骨玩
I don’t really know the boundaries here. 我真的不知道这里的界限在哪里
because I don’t know the culture. 因为我不知道文化
I don’t know, completely, up..... 我完全不知道，...
it’s much more …… here. 这里更...
I spent the first several days in Bhutan trying to convince Rinpoche to let me film him at a local cinema. 刚来不丹的几天，我试图说服仁波切让我在一家电影院拍他
he pointedly ignores my request. 他坚决地忽略我的请求
finally dumbed me in Bhutan a reincarnate seat does not go to the movies. 最后这让我哑口无言了，在不丹，转世者是不去看电影的
In fact Rinpoche is pretty low-keyed about his location scouting and casting, 事实上，对物色外景和演员，仁波切相当低调
because he has few other obligations as well. 因为他还有一些其他的责任
according to the Buddhism, a student has to be like a patient, 根据佛法，学生就像是一个病人
and teacher, like myself, should be like a doctor. 老师，像我，应该像个医生
patient should reveal everything openly without any fear, without any inhibition. 病人应该毫无保留地敞开所有事，没有害怕，没有压抑的
but here, in Bhutan, sometimes, the gap between the patient and the doctor is so high 但这儿，不丹，有时，病人和老师的鸿沟太大了
that the ordinaries cannot even look at him and let allow asking questions. 普通人甚至不敢看着他，让他们提问
what did you devote to? 你虔诚与什么呢？
maybe it’s your problem, Luc. 也许这是你的问题，Luc
because your devotion ….., doesn’t it ? 因为你的虔诚心....，不是吗?
I think the conversation is so boring. 我觉得这谈话太无聊了
who cares? 谁管它呢
why though, why it boring? 为什么？为什么无聊呢？
it’s just sort of repeating, you know, the things written in the book. 就是那种重复啊，你明白，就是写在书上的那些东西
what do you really think? 你到底怎么想?
about what? 关于什么?
what do you really think of Rinpoche’s capacities as a teacher to help you, 关于仁波切，他作为老师帮助你的能力，你到底怎么想?
just you, not students, not us, not else? 只是你，不是其他学生，不是我们，不是其他人
what’s your view that Rinpoche understands you as Luc? 仁波切对你，作为Luc，的理解，你怎么看这点?
I am here, 我在这里
I must, you know, have some sorts of faith. 我应该有某种信心
I don’t know. 我不知道
from day one, I just trusted Rinpoche 从第一天，我就信任仁波切
which he probably said probably a big trap. 他可能会说，这可能是个大陷阱
and most of people will say I am naive, 很多人会说我太天真了
but the minute I met him, I just trusted him totally. 但我碰到他的那一刻，我就相信他，全然的
can I ask you, how’s your faith and trust to Rinpoche 我可以问一下吗，你对仁波切的信仰和相信
different from the students of 本拉登’s faith to him? 与本拉登的学生对他的信仰有什么不同
they completely faith him, 他们完全地虔诚与他
they really to dead for him. 他们为他去死
there are so much devotion. 很虔诚的
so how was the difference? 那这有什么不同呢
本拉登 and movements like that, they lie and keep their people ignorance. 本拉登和像那样的那些运动，他们欺骗，使人们陷入无知
how do you determine the difference? 你能区分这个不同吗？
very difference. 非常不同啊
Rinpoche’s whole point is completely to remove our ignorance. 仁波切的整个关键是完全去除我们的无明
本拉登’s point is to get people into the heaven. 本拉登的要点在让人们进入天堂
Luc, why do you do the Buddhism practice at all? Luc，你到底为什么做佛法修行呢?
what make should think I do. 那我该干啥呢
well, ok, kinds of, why do you waste your time hang up to Bhutan. 那好吧，你为什么浪费你的时间来不丹呢
I've seen you in the mala(?), I mean 我在mala看到你了，我是说
check out the ...., ......
check out the ...., haven't you score yet, haven't you? .....，......，是吗？
no, I have been trying, you know, but 没有，我试了，但是，你知道
what Rinpoche said my belly is getting into weight. 仁波切说我的肚子又在增重
I think, Luc, I just think your complete secret, Luc，我觉得，我就是知道你全部的秘密
I know, I think you completely disguise for yourself. 我知道，我觉得，你完全在伪装自己
really you got millions times more devotions and faith than me. 真的，你比我更相信和虔诚百万倍
anyone else put together and you just hide it. 其他人在一起的时候，你就把它藏起来了
you are yogi. 你是瑜伽士
there's no ways of knowing, there's no ways of knowing. 没办法知道，这没办法知道
what about the fact there seems to be a point where the student has to stand up the teacher 这时怎样呢，当学生抵抗老师
or get away from the teacher? 或者离开老师的时候？
but, that is the path, you see. 但，那就是道，你看
you are not supposed to, but we know you will do it. 你不应该如此，但是我们知道你会这样做
but you are told when you do it, you watch your mind. 但你被告知，当这样做的时，你看着你的心
whether you have any the sense of devotion or not, 不论你有没有虔诚的感觉
this is stupa built for his Majesty's father king and then, 这座佛塔是为现在国王的父亲，前国王建造的，然后..
I think devotions is none level of , liking or unliking, you know 我觉得虔诚与喜欢，不喜欢没一点关系，你知道
does he like me, do I like him, you know. 他喜欢我吗，我喜欢他吗，这些
that’s maybe the entrance way, that’s maybe the gateway to devotion. 这可能是入门级的，可能是虔诚心的门
but devotion ultimately doesn’t have anything to do with that. 但虔诚完全和这些无关
you can very well hate your teacher and have devotion. 你可以非常恨你的老师，而且，对他虔诚
this king is one of the greatest king. 这位国王是最伟大的国王之一
顿珠法王Rinpoche, one of the greatest Nyingmapa master over the last century. 顿珠法王，是上世纪最伟大的宁玛巴上师之一
he was the great poet, almost 24 volumes writings. 他是伟大诗人，有24大卷作品
is he your grandfather of your father side? 他是你的祖父吗？
yes, he is the grandfather of your father side. 是的，他是我的祖父
one of my main master. 我的主要上师之一
I must say, compare to many younger lamas how they get trains these days, 我必须说，和很多年轻喇嘛他们现在如何受教育训练相比
mine must be quite tough. 我的是相当严格的
I slept in the room upstairs. 我睡在楼上的房间
and I was never allowed to come downstairs, apart from going to washroom. 除了去洗手间，我从来不被允许到楼下
I had only two toys for almost 9 years. paper butterfly and tin-made small car. 九年期间，我只有两个玩具, 纸蝴蝶和罐头作的小汽车
I did sth good. the teacher would say, of course, you are supposedly the incarnate lama. 我做的好，老师会说，当然了，你应该是转世的喇嘛
you should do better than that. 你应该做的更好
and, if I don’t do good, they will say, what’s wrong with you? 然后，如果我做的不好，他们会说，你怎么回事?
you are supposed to be the incarnation of the great master. 你应该是伟大上师的转世
my daily schedule is very tight. 我的日程非常满
3 in the morning I would have to start memorizing things, 早上3点我就得开始记忆东西
and the breakfast would be quite quick. 早饭会非常快
and immediately we again I started reading the text. 然后，马上我们又开始读经
somehow we used to eat lunch quite early, like around 10. 我们会很早就吃午饭，大概10点左右
and then start to writing, calligraphy. 然后，开始写作，书法
and then we start doing the ultimate prayers. that’s so long. 然后我们开始做最后的祈福，那个非常长
after dinner, there’s another evening prayer. 晚饭后，还有另外一个晚上的祈福
and around 8 o’clock, the teacher would ask me sleep. 大概8点，老师会要求我睡觉
that’s how Tibetans train. 这就是西藏人怎么教育训练的
but, it’s also necessary in my case. 但是，对我的情况来说，也是必须的
I was very wild. 我非常野
I cannot be tamed easily. 我不能很容易被驯服
everything became a toy for me. 每一样东西都成为我的玩具
it’s so 顶果钦哲 Rinpoche will training me was, 这是为什么顶果钦哲仁波切这样教育我
instead to scoring, he would tell me who reported to him and what they said, 和打分相反，他会告诉我谁向他报告，还有他们说了什么
no scoring things like that, 没有打分这回事儿
but now I realize that the trust he put all that time is actually like the biggest weight on my shoulder. 但我现在意识到，他无时不刻给我的信任实际上是我肩膀上最大的重量
teaching Buddhism, I found very difficult here, in Bhutan. 教授佛法，我发现是非常困难的，在这里，不丹
let's say we have no choice, but been in this six realm. where would you choose? 让我们假设，我们没有选择，只能在这六道. 你想去哪里呢?
the human. 人
Right, you are good. 对，你很不错啊
first at all, they are very shy. 首先，他们非常害羞
and, the fact, I am supposedly a Rinpoche, 然后，我身为仁波切的事实
good expected to everyone, that doesn’t help, because that's creating a big gap. 对每个人怀有好的愿望，这也没有帮助，因为那会造成一个巨大的鸿沟
this pig, this represents ignorance. 这只猪，这代表无明
there is always a fundamental ignorance. 总是有一个基本的无明
always, every present, sorts of, whatever we do. 它总在那儿，每一种呈现，无论我们做什么
Tibetans they even have a sing, like, if the snowlion comes down to the ground too much, 西藏人甚至有首歌曲，像，如果雪狮来到地上太多次
then the snow lion will be mistaken as a dog. 那么雪狮就会被认为是一只狗
but also lion's role is totally wasted if nobody hearing. 但如果没有人听，雪狮的角色也完全被浪费了
very reason why your role is sort that someone would intimated, get inspired, sorts of, have some ideas. 有这个角色的原因是别人可以亲近，得到启发，得到一些想法
if you are totally isolated, what’s the point? 如果你完全被隔离了，意义在哪里呢?
how we would be free? 那怎样脱离其中呢？
how we would be free? 怎样脱离?
OK, that’s difficult question. 好吧，这是个难题
well, we have to kill this pig first, 我们先要杀死这只猪
it's true, the symbolic pig, not real pig though 真的，这只象征性的猪，不是真的猪
so we have to meditate, we have to be kind, we have to compassionate, 所以我们需要禅修，我们要有善心，我们要有慈悲心
we have to be sympathetic to others, 我们对别人要有同情心
all kinds of things, 所有这些
we have to practice Dhama. 我们要修行佛法
Bhutan was indeed a different world, 不丹确实是不一样的世界
today Rinpoche was performing a ceremony 今天仁波切去参加一个仪式
to restore the harmony between the cops and the criminals they been forced to go arrest. 重建警察和他们抓住的罪犯之间的和谐
this unlikely event have been requested by the chief of the police. 这个不可能的仪式是被警长请求的
and then off that, we are invited to the chief of police’s house for the dinner. 活动结束后，我们被邀请到警长家吃晚饭
I mean now, OK, after all these years, 我是说现在，在很多年后
they have a very special tea drink, 他们有一种特别的茶饮
which is 3 pounds of butter and soybean with alchohol mixed in, 用3磅的黄油，黄豆，和酒混在一起
you heated up and plop in an egg. and that’s the drink. 加热，打入一个鸡蛋. 这就是饮料
and Rinpoche were very entertaining because I think he got bewizard(?) on the boots. 仁波切非常愉快，我想因为他....
the concept of human right, the beautiful concepts of human right aimless (aim list?) international. 人权的概念，很美的国际..人权的概念
they became to the worst political tool. 成为最糟糕的政治工具
at the end of day, they somehow became the protector of cowards. 最终，他们有点变成了懦夫的保护者
many time. 很多次
this is how are world works, isn't it? 这是世界怎么运转的，不是吗?
like, I don’t know whether O. J. Simpson actually killed his wife or not, but some people think he did. 就像，我不知道OJ辛普森是否杀了他妻子，但有些人认为是他干的
and American law protected him. 然后美国法律保护他
the world is so, I love this world. 这世界是这么的.....我爱这个世界.
what a wonderful world. 这世界多么美妙(一首歌的歌词)
see, this is, as if I just came from somewhere. 看，就是这样，好像我刚从什么其他地方来
I am going to crazy, you know, looking for the cast high and low. 我要发疯了，你知道，找各种演员
wow, she’s really good. wow, 她真的很好
OK. 好吧
for record, the first confirmed cast. 记下来，第一个确定的演员
thank you. 谢谢
I think she's OK. 我觉得她不错
as a small girl, I wanted to act in Hindu movie and dance, but 我小女孩的时候，我想演印度电影，跳舞，但是
unfortunately, it was like just a dream. 不幸的是，这就像是个梦
so, now I think my dream through Rinpoche will come true. 现在，我想，我的梦想通过仁波切要实现了
just go there. 就去那儿
coffee? 咖啡?
what kinds coffee was that? 这是什么咖啡啊?
we are still lusted that trip to Taktsang, meanwhile Rinpoche invited us to his house. 我们还在想着去Taktsang，这时仁波切请我们去他家
lost in my pushy filmmaker state of mind, 我陷在自己固执的导演脑筋里
I don’t realize that until much later, 直到很久之后我才意识到
his invitation was more precious. 他的邀请是更珍贵的
this is the only two boxes that 钦哲确吉罗卓 managed to escape with. 这是仅有的两只箱子，在钦哲确吉罗卓逃离时设法带着的
really, wow.... really. Lious - does his, Rinpoche? 是吗，哇.... 真的啊. Lious - 这是他的，仁波切?
yes, 钦哲确吉罗卓’s boxes. 是的，钦哲确吉罗卓的箱子
that’s my back house. 这是我后面的房子
wow, it’s one of my scene. wow，这是我的一个景
that's going to really cold. 真的变的很冷
should let Luc going it. Rinpoche - he did. 应该让Luc试. Rinpoche - he did
in the wood with cloth hanging. 森林中，悬着幕布
and, steam coming, and sometimes we see deva's body, you know. 水气来了，有时我们看到天神的身体，你知道
what do you think? 你觉得怎么样?
well, all of the image I have intact is a story. 我所有的完好的影像，每一个都是个故事
God, ......., story is we. 天啊,....., 故事就是我们
two days before our visa expired, Rinpoche announced we had the permission to go to Taktsang. 我们签证还有两天过期时，仁波切宣布准许我们去Taktsang了
been horse for years. 马上好多年了
the essence of going all these pilgrimage is to remind ourselves that such beings exist. 去圣地朝圣的精华，要点，是提醒我们，这些人是存在的
not as a hero, but as an example. 不是像个英雄，而是作为个例子
one of the greatest thing that has been said in this world was said there. 这个世界上曾经被说出来的最伟大的事，是在这个地方被讲出来
know the suffering, abandon the cause of the suffering. 知道苦，去除苦的因
nostalgia can open a door to many things. 对很多事物，乡愁可以打开一扇门
it is the highest I ever been. 这是我到过最高的地方
I may be numberless, I may be innocent
I may know many things, I may be ignorant
or I could ride with kings and conquer many lands
or win this world at cards and let it slip my hands
I could be cannon food, destroyed a thousand times
reborn as fortune's child to judge another's crimes
or wear this pilgrim's cloak, or be a common thief
I've kept this single faith, I have but one belief
I still love you
when we lingered to Taktsang, Rinpoche went to a close retreat. 我们在Taktsang漫步时，仁波切闭关去了
he would not emerge for another 3 monthes. 3个月都不会出现
Rinpoche had left us aparting gift. 仁波切给我们留了个赠别礼物
a trip to ..... monastery, where his own teacher had done many retreats. 去...寺，在那儿，他自己的老师闭关很多次
it’s a very very amazing place. 一个非常非常神奇的地方
it’s awesome. 太棒了
it’s very amazing place. 非常神奇的地方
I said amazing twice now. 我说了两次很神奇
I feel such a longing for whatever in this place. 我感觉异常渴望这地方的某种东西，不管它是什么
Rinpoche had opened a door for me 仁波切打开了门
and left the softness in my heart if I can find the courage to walk through. 在我心中留下了温柔，要是我有勇气走进来
I realize he had let me make this film to learn to trust him and to trust myself. 我意识到，他让我做这个电影是为学习信任他和信任我自己
the whole reason you go to a teacher is, ironically, 找一个老师的全部理由，讽刺的是
sought that one we are not want. 是在找一个我们不想要的人
you don’t want to leave the guru as an external savior. 你不想把上师留在外面，作为一个外在的救赎者
you want to realize your mind, your nature of mind is the guru. 你想要觉悟到，你的心，你心的本性就是上师
Guru is only a bridge. 上师仅仅是一个桥梁
so, ultimately, wanting sth from an external source is sth that we have to eliminate. 所以，想从一个外在的来源要些东西是我们最终要离开的(去掉的)想法
a thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves like galaxies in my head
on and on the mysteries unwind themselves eternities still unsaid
left Bhutan, having completely forgot Rinpoche’s warnings about the trip home been difficult. 我们离开不丹，完全忘记了仁波切的警告，回家的旅途有些困难
Louise, are you sad? Louise，你觉得伤心吗?
I feel devastated ... 我都崩溃了....
I flied to Canada would take 72 hours 我飞往加拿大用了72小时
and when we got there, a giant snow storm appeared Halifax. 当我们到时，一场大雪暴袭击了Halifax
our plane diverted back to Toronto 飞机转向多伦多
where we wait through yet another night for the morning flight home. 我们又等了一夜搭凌晨的飞机回家
I translate that for you. 我把它翻译给你
how wonderful it is that Siddhata came to this earth. 多么殊胜啊！悉达多来到这个世间
how wonderful it is that simple man Siddhata become enlightenment. 多么殊胜啊！普通人悉达多达到了证悟
how wonderful it is that this enlighten being left us the path that let him to enlightenment. 多么殊胜啊！这证悟的人为我们留下了使他证悟的法
lastly, how wonderful it is that even he did not stay on, as the mortal being. 最后，多么殊胜啊！甚至他都没有永生，身为终究一死的众生
the whole reason you go to a teacher 寻找一个老师的全部理由
is, ironically, 讽刺的是
to want, to actually aim for, sought that one we are not want. 是想要，实际上，目标在于，寻找一个我们不想要的人
you understand? that's, I am not joking you. 你明白吗? 那是..，我没有和你开玩笑
I am not twisting any language. 我没有玩文字
I am not trying to be clever. 我也没打算好像很聪明
but, that is the main aim, isn't it? 但，这是主要的目标，不是吗?
I mean you, that is the whole point of the (dongdrik?) concept of guru. 我是说 这是密续上师概念的全部要点
you don't want to leave guru independently at the end. 你不希望最终和上师独立无关
I mean, you don't want to leave guru at outside there as an external savior. 我是说，不想把上师留在外面，作为一个外在的救赎者
you want to realize your mind, your nature of mind is the guru. 你想要觉悟到，你的心，你心的本性就是上师
Guru is only a bridge. 上师仅是一个桥梁
so, ultimately, wanting sth from an external source 所以，最终，想从一个外在的来源要一些东西
is sth that we have to eliminate. 是我们最终要离开的（消失的）想法
OK, well, it seems like with this point, people kinds getting stuck. 好吧，但从这点来说，好像很多人被卡在这里了
intellectually, they know you are saying is true, but they also have .......... their teacher 理智上，他们知道你说的是真的，但是他们仍然…..
yes, yes, well, it is a very complicated relationship. 是的 是的 这是一个非常复杂的关系
like Zen Master said, to study Buddhism is to study about yourself. 就像禅宗大师说的 学佛是学习(研究)你自己
to study Buddhism is to study about yourself 学佛是学习(研究)你自己
to study about yourself is to forget yourself. 学习你自己是忘记你自己
yes, they says that, to actually, 是 他们是这样说 实际上
the ultimate aim of Dhama practice is to forget, 修行佛法的究竟目的是忘记，
not not say forget, 不，不是说忘记，
actually to really transcend, to go beyond all these distinctions. 实际是，真正地超越所有的这些区别，区分
now, that should be the fundanmantal base 现在，这应该是最根本的基础，
where we develop students and teachers relationships. 从这里我们发展出学生老师关系
but, not many times it happens this way. 但，不是很多时候，事情会像这样
many times student relationship is just another relationship. 很多时候，学生老师关系只不过是另外一种关系
boyfriend, girlfriend, husband, wife, man, woman. 男朋友，女朋友，丈夫，妻子，男人，女人
so, that's why it's a game. 所以，这是为什么这是个游戏
when the student is insecure, students play games. 当学生有不安全感，学生玩游戏
while guru is insecure also, guru who are not accomplished, 但是上师也会有不安全感，他们还没有圆满，
they been insecurity. 他们也会有不安全感
and, they play games. 所以，他们也玩游戏
that's why, first at all, student don't go 这是为什么，首先，学生不是去
to a teacher seeking for sth they need, 去老师那儿寻找他们所需要的
rather they go there to look for sth they want. 而是去那儿找他们想要的
similar things happen from the teachers too. 同样的事发生在上师这边
many of us, many of teacher like myself, 我们中很多人，很多老师，像我，
we are not even brave enough 我们甚至没有足够的勇气，
to really give what students really needs. 去真正给与学生他们真正需要的
What students really needs could be very raw, 学生真正需要的东西可能是完全没经过加工的，
very painful, very naked. 很痛苦的，很赤裸的
who has the courage to do that, so difficult. 谁有勇气这么做呢，太难了
because many of us we have agendas. 因为大多数的我们都有心机
agenda is a big problem in this world, basically. 心机是这个世界的大问题，根本上说
one should be agenda free. 一个人应该没有心机
we do know we have to crush our ego. 我们确实知道我们必须摧毁我们的自我
in order to do that, we somehow, 为了做这个，我们有点，
we have to see a model, if you like, 如果你想要的话，我们必须去看一个榜样（典范）
a model, who has done it. 一个榜样，一个已经完成这件事的人
OK. and, we have to admire that model. 好，而且，我们得崇拜这个榜样（典范）
and, when we admire, then there's Father, there's the leader, 一旦我们开始崇拜，那就是上帝啊，领导啊，
there's all that thing, Buddha, whatever. 所有这些事就来了，佛陀啊，不管是什么吧
so, that's the only way to go. 这是我们唯一的路
I mean how would you teach someone in order to crush their ego, 我是说，怎么可能教一个人呢？为了摧毁自我，
look at your teacher as your mate. 把你的老师看成是同伴
it won't work. 这个行不通
maybe for some very particular people. 也许对一些很特别的人是可以的
but it does work when you need look up at someone higher than you 但如果你崇拜某个比你高的人，这确实行的通
or someone who's more purer than you. 或者一些比你纯挚的人
is your point where student can get stuck, 你重点是说，学生可能会卡在那里，
though as, like as the parental relationship, not trust their own. 虽然他们相信父子关系（上师弟子）而不相信自己
O, yeah yeah, that can happen. 哦，是啊，是啊，这种事会发生
that's what I was saying before. 这就是我前面说的
many teachers don't have courage to give their children 很多上师没有勇气给予他们的孩子
their disciples what they need 他们的弟子他们所需要的
because they have agenda. 因为他们的心机
they want to give what they want. 他们会给他们想要的
that can spoil them. 这可能宠坏他们
that can make them emotionally depend on them. 使得他们在感情上依赖他们
very much. 很多
that's big responsibility for the teacher, 对老师，这是很大的责任，
if the teacher and student are genuinely interested in the enlightenment. 如果学生和老师都真正的期望证悟
but if they only want to build a relationship, 但是，如果他们只是想要建立一种关系，
yeah, that is the way to go. 这就是了
one should be spirier, another one bring a little bit in faither,attempt to be become to spirier. （我自己也没有听懂）
but always one step behind. 但总差一步在后面
and that works. 而且这样行的通
and that's how the relationship works. 这就是各种关系怎么运转的
do you remember a point in your own practice 你记得是什么时候在你自己的修行中，
where you step away from, you're into this process? 你从那儿偏离的，在这个过程里？
seeing my teacher as a human being. 把上师看成是人，
seeing your teacher impure. not that, 不把你上师看的那么纯挚，不是那么的
at all the time 在所有时候
even now. 即使现在
for instance, hypocrisy, that people like I have 比方说，伪善，像我这样的人有的
do sth some one thing in front of maybe the picture of my teachers. 做一些事在我上师的照片面前，
and do something else behind. 而在背后做另外一些事
you understand. 你明白吗？
that shows there is the lack of acceptance that your teacher is Buddha. 这显示 你缺乏接受你的上师是佛陀
he knows everything. 他知道所有的事
there is no such thing as behind picture or in front. 没有所谓的事是在照片面前和背后的
how can we determine if the teacher is the genuine teacher? 我们怎么来确定他是不是真正的上师呢？
that's a good question. 这是个好问题
it's very difficult. 这很难
but, I mean, specially, as a deluded being, 我是说，特别是，作为一个迷惑的众生，
people like us we cannot, our judgement, 像我们这样的人，我们的判断
even we judge someone is really a good teacher. 即使我们判断某个人是真正的上师，
how much we can trust our own judgement? 多大程度上我们能相信我们自己的判断呢？
many time our judgement has failed us. 多少次我们的判断欺骗了我们
this is why in Buddhism study, contemplation, 这就是为什么在佛教中学习，思考
not accept Buddhism with blind faith, with blind devotion is very much stressed, 不要盲信盲目崇拜而接受佛教是非常非常被强调的
especially initially by Buddha himself again and again. 特别在最初，佛陀他自己就一遍遍地强调
that's what he said. not depends on the person, but depends on the teachings he gives you. 这就是他所说的：依法不依人。
and, not simply like that. you have to, 而且，这不是那么简单。你必须要这样，
it's always been an insurance, if you like, 这总是一个保险， 如果想形容的话，
to study, contemplate on the Buddhist text, 学习，思考佛经，
study them. 学习(研究)他们
and finally, once you're slightly matured, 最后，你好像有一点成熟了，
I would say, you know, even all the other quality failed, 我会说，即使所有其他的品质特质（功德）都没有了
maybe your teacher is not learning, maybe, 可能你的上师没怎么受过教育，可能
I don't know, gentle, I don't know, straight enough, I don't know, 我不知道，不温柔，我不知道，不直接，我不知道，
but, one thing I think you should look for 但，我想有一件事是你应该寻找的，
is some a teacher who is not interested in himself, 是这个老师，他不应该对自己感兴趣
a teacher who's totally interested in you and fellow sentient being. 一个老师应该，完全，对你和众生感兴趣
is there any values that western students make a pilgrimage to Taktsang or Bodhigaya? 西方学生去虎穴或菩提伽叶朝圣有多大的价值？
yeah, pilgrimage, all do it has became very ritual now. 是的，朝圣，现在，所有做的都变得很仪式化
it sort of devotion and ritualistic thing. 就像一些虔诚和仪式化的东西
the essences of going to all these pilgrimage, 去圣地朝圣的精华，要点
is to remind ourselves that such beings exist. 是提醒我们，这些人是存在的
not as a hero, ok, not as someone who has done this, did this, 不是像英雄，不是作为做过这样或那样事的人
but as an example. 而是作为一个例子
even go to the place like (Hiroshima?), proprobly can, 即便去像(Hiroshima?)的地方，可能能够
even it is a minute, might remind you how we human beings destroy ourself. 即使能够有一分钟提醒你，我们人类如何摧毁我们自己
just like this 就是像这样
going to Kushinagar, for instance, can remind you, 去库什那伽，比方说，能提醒我们，
the life is impermanent, even Buddha himself. 生命是无常的，即使佛陀自己
going to the place Varanasi (Sarnath), 去瓦拉纳西（鹿野苑）,
can remind you that one of the greatest thing 能够提醒我们，这个世界上最伟大的事
that has been said in this world was said there. 这世上曾被说出的，是在这个地方被说出来的
and, it might invoke a little interest what did he say. 这样，也许会激起一点兴趣，他说过什么
know the suffering, abandon the cause of the suffering, and so on and so on. 知道苦，去除苦的因，等等等等
so important, you know, to remind ourselves. 你知道，很重要的，提醒我们自己
I mean, of course, if you are a good practitioner, 我是说，当然，如果你是个好的修行者，
you don't need these things. 你不需要这些事
but, I think, one should help ourselves by all kinds of help. 但是，我想，我们应该用所有的帮助来帮助我们自己
even it requests some kind of gross remainding, 即使是需要一些粗重的东西，
remainder, 来提醒我们
gross remainder like holy land, mountains, trees, whatever. 比方说圣土，山，树，任何东西
you know, it's like keeping nostalgia. 你知道，就像是保留着思乡病
Right. that was the word I am looking for. 对，这就是我想要找的字
nostalgia is can open a door to many things. 很多事，思乡病会打开一扇门
nostalgia can be the fuel for creativity. 思乡病可以是创造力的燃料
here we talking about the nostalgia open the enlightening. 这儿，我们说，思乡病是打开通向证悟的门
that may trigger the creativity 它可能会启发创造力
in sense of really valuing the Dhama, spiritual path. 一种感受，佛法和灵修是真正有价值的
and, seeing the (utility?) of this worldly life. 看清世俗生活的(用处?)。
devotioning Buddhism is actually trusting in cause, condition and effect. 虔诚于佛教实际是相信因，缘，果
it's sth scientist do. 就像科学家做的
if you cook an egg, 如果你煮鸡蛋，
you need a certain cause and condition. 你需要一些因素和条件
stove, pot, water, fire, gas, whatever, 炉子，锅，水，火，煤气，很多东西，
and if you have no obstacle, egg will be cooked. 如果没有障碍，鸡蛋就可以被煮熟
that's for sure. 这是肯定的
and you can trust on that. 你能相信这个
that's how for centuries people cook egg because of that. 因为这个，多少世纪人们都这样煮鸡蛋
and that trust in cause, condition and effect is so called the devotion in Buddhism. 相信因，缘，果，被称作对佛法的虔诚心
can one make a movie without having agenda? 一个人可以没有心计的做电影吗？
you wanna see sth,isn't it? is it an agenda? 你想看到些东西，不是吗？是种心计吗？
I think yes, 我想，是的，
I think there are few directors who did that, right? 我知道有些导演这样做，不是吗？
without any script, 没有脚本，
without any sort of, even knowing what it is they going to shoot. 没有，甚至不知道他们将要拍什么
I have heard there are great director who has done, 我听说有大导演已经这样做了，
and the outcome is a, actually, quite amazing film. 而且，结果实际是个相当令人惊讶的电影
I believe that. 我相信会的
we are so stuck with a certain life style. 我们太执着于特定的生活模式
a life style that needs to be arranged, programmed. 那种生活模式，那种需要安排，需要计划的
it's getting worse actually. 现在越来越糟
we are getting further and further, 我们越走越远
we are getting more and more distant from spontaneity. 我们离随便任意越来越远
and, that is really creating all the big mess, 而且，这实际上造成很大的混乱，
I mean, like ecology. 我是说，比方说环境
we are not happy to spontaneously just come enter a cave or a tree. 我们不会高兴随意地住进个山洞和树上
we need now have a hotel for instance, so the credit card, 我们需要酒店，比方说，然后就是信用卡啊，
all of that. 所有这些东西
we human being, 我们人类，
we ask for a programmed life. 我们要求有计划地生活
and some everything secures everything. 而且，什么东西都要有保障
now it is too late. 现在已经太晚了
I mean, if you want ..... ticket, 我是说，如果你想要….的票，
you have to book an air ticket 3 months before. 你得提前3个月定机票
no more spontaneity, my dear. 再也没随便的了，亲爱的
my students, 我的学生，
many of them take me very seriously 他们中很多人把我看得很严重
and actually that is one of greatest living proof thats karma does exist. 实际上，这就是最大的活生生的证明，业是存在的
because here I am, 因为我就在这里
out of nowhere, 来自一个偏僻的地方
a Bhutanese. 一个不丹人
and there are people, 而很多人，
I mean, from the united states, from Canada, from France. 我是说，从美国，从加拿大，从法国
and these people are very sophisticate. 而且，他们都是很复杂的
they are told think, they are told challenge. 他们被教育要思考，要挑战
and now they are all sacrified(satisfied?) 然后，他们现在都很奉献（满意？）
they believe everything what I say. 他们相信所有我说的
this proves these people has a lot of karma debt with me. 这证明，这些人和我之间有很多业债，
and they have to pay that debt. 他们得偿还，
and they are keeping on believing my word. 而且，他们会继续相信我说的话
western students are very fresh. 西方学生很清新
that's a very very big advantage. 这是一个很大很大的优点
easterners they more confident with the path, 东方学生，他们更信法
just because, you know, there is a trust, 就是因为，你知道，这里有一种相信
because, I guess it's the society. 我觉得是因为社区的原因
you know, like extended family, you know, 你知道，这种家庭的关系，你知道，
if mother is busy, shopping, she can trust 如果妈妈很忙，要去购物，她可以很信任
and leaving it with like 14 aunts or uncle, whatever, you know. 离开，这里有十多个叔叔阿姨，
so that is also within the Dhama, you know 同样这存在于佛法，你知道
it's that trust. 就是这种相信
but, you know, 但，你知道，
you see the thing is the very trust can also have its disadvantages 你看到这种非常相信也会有它的缺点，
because then it becomes the blind faith. 因为它会变成盲信
the very freshness of westerner, the freshness, 西方学生的非常清新，这种清新，
what call it? 怎么讲，
inquisitive, or skeptical, they are very good quality. 质疑，或者，怀疑，是非常好的品质
but then, sometimes these also can go too far. 但是，有时也会走得太远
you end up to not practice anything 最终你什么都没有修行，
because you are just analyzing all the time. 因为所有时间你都在分析
students consider you are an enlightened Rinpoche, 学生们认为你已经证悟了，
do you consider yourself are enlightened? 你认为你自己证悟了吗？
me? No, 我？没有，
because, 因为，
I am still a victim of condition. 我还是受条件限制
if I am enlightened, 如果我证悟了，
then I shouldn't be. 那么，我应该不会
if the student keeps on thinking I am enlightened, 如果学生一直认为我证悟了，
it only benefit them if there is benefit, 这只会对他们有好处，如果有好处的话，
that is. OK? 那就是了
that is why Buddhism teaching mind comes in. 这就是为什么佛陀教授心，
you see, everything is your mind. 你知道，所有事都是你的心
it's like, you know, it's like. 这就像，你知道，这就像，
let's say, you are, I don't know, 比方说，你在，我不知道，
you are in the bus or something. 你在公车上或什么
and, person hop in the bus and sat next to you. 然后，有人跳上汽车坐在你旁边
and this person, I don't know, 那个人，我不知道，
going through a big problem. 正在经历一个很大的麻烦
and, you, without even you realizing, 然后，你，你甚至没有意识到
you didn't do anything. 你什么事都没有做，
maybe you just sat there. 你，可能只是坐在那里
but somehow this person thinks that you have helped him a lot. 但是，那个人认为，你帮了他，很多
I don't know, by steping over his toes. 我不知道，比方，踩到他脚，
I don't know. 我不知道
now, he is not your hero, 他不是你的英雄
or, he is not your liberator. 或者说，他不是你的拯救者
but other person thinks so. 但那个人会这样想
and it will give the other person sort of benefit. 这会给那个人带来某种利益
it can give other person benefit of 这样想能给那个人带来利益，
keeping on thinking this person helps you. 他一直想着这个人帮助过我
this happens a lot. 这发生很多次
I, you know, receive so many thank you note, from people. 我，你知道，我收到很多人的感谢信
you know, thank me for helping them 你知道，感谢我帮助他们
because when they was in this, in that danger,...., depression. 因为他们在这样或那样的威胁，压力
and, honestly, I tell you, I wasn't thinking about them at all. 坦白讲，我告诉你，我完全没有想到过他们
like they said thank you for your prayer, 比方，他们说感谢你的祈祷，
you know, now it's all ok. 你知道，现在一切都好了
sometimes I don't even know who the person is writing to me. 有时，我甚至都不知道谁是写信给我的人，
you understand, let along actually think them in the prayer. 你明白？让我祈祷的时候真正想着他们
similarly, this happens a lot. 同样的，这发生很多次
actually, this is sth I should tell you. 实际上我应该告诉你这件事
because as much as the student, 因为很多学生
you know lots of people think students has is more like weaker side, 你知道，很多人认为学生会是比较弱的一方
teacher is the power side, isn't it. 老师是比较强的一边，是吧
sometimes not that true. 有时这不是真的
you know what I mean. 你知道我什么意思吧
I think there is a word. 我想有一句话
the teacher side is the power, the stage is.. 老师这边是有权力，程度是..
you know, I mean, 你知道，我是说，
as a teacher you can control, 作为老师你可以控制
that's what people think. 这是人们想的
but that's not necessarily true. 但这不是真的
for instance, like, 比方说
I had, personally, had some problem with some ladies whom I don't even know. 我个人和一些根本不认识的女士有点问题
I don't have any connection with them. 我跟她们没有任何联系
but they think that I did. 但是她们认为有，
you know, like, maybe I might have smiled at them, 你知道，也许，我向她们笑过，
maybe shake hand with them, say sth to them. 握过手，说过些话
you know, they take it so seriously. 你知道，她们对此很看得很严重
everything is your mind, 所有事都是你的心，
or interpretation of your mind. 或者，你心的解释
everything is your imagination. 所有的事都是你的想象
and, there is nothing that is not an imagination. 没有事不是想象
therefore, imagination is very powerful. 所以，想象很有力量
imagination is the only reality that we have. 想象是我们仅有的真实
within the imagination, 在想象中间，
there is the fantasy and reality in the relative world. 在相对的世界里，有幻想和现实
Buddhism is in general they are trying to train people's mind. 佛教总的来说是想要训练一个人的心
to think of gentleness, kindness, generous, love, compassion, 来思考温柔，善良，慷慨，爱，慈悲，
and so on and so on. 等等等等
that's all path. 这都是道
but when you talk about everything as mind, 但是，当你谈到所有事都是心，
you are approaching to the ultimate truth. 你在趋向于究竟真理
ultimately, yes, as approaching to the ultimate truth, 最终，是的，当我们到达究竟真理，
first thing we have to realize is that, then we are not talking about the path, 第一件事，我们不得不意识到，我们不会谈道
ok, you see, don't bring the path in here. 好的，你看，我们不会在这里谈到道
when we talk about the path, 我们谈到道，
of course we talk about the goodness and badness, 当然我们会谈到好坏，
and all this, what need to be abandoned, 还有我们需要抛弃的
and what need to be practiced, 和我们需要修行的
but once we approached to the ultimate, 但是，一旦我们达到究竟，
then we don't talk this anymore. 我们再也不谈它了
you don't talk. 你什么也不说了
we, there is a good example. 我们，这里有一个很好的例子
a women who desperately wishes to have a baby 一个女人非常非常想要一个小孩，
dreams that she is pregnant, and even getting birth. 她做梦，梦到她怀孕，生了小孩
she's so happy. 她非常开心
within the very same dream, the baby deads. 在同一个梦里，孩子死了
she's very unhappy. 她非常伤心
she wakes up. 然后她醒了
the happiness of having the baby and the pain of the death of the baby are all gone. 拥有小孩的开心和失去小孩的痛苦都消失了
the third experience is what Buddhist try to aim. 第三种经历是佛教徒试图达到的
not to have baby, not not to have baby, but to go beyond that. 不是有小孩，不是没有小孩，但是超越这些
OK. 好啦